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19-才

OST xxx-HOLIC Opening 1 : 19-才 by Suga Shikao

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あたらしい。All About New... & New Feelings?

New year, new spirit, new stuff (though there are still old), new friend ... but new feelings that arise in me  ː̗̀(☉,☉)ː̖́ When the new year yesterday, I feel there is nothing new ¬˛ ¬The new stuff? ah, the new calendar picture of...

The Gazette !!! (♥⌣♥)

A cheap blue headphone with white stars (reminds me of this month is the birthday of 蒼紫さま) but I need a new laptop and new mobile phones ("˘ _˘ ")The new pet? buy a 3 months old male hedgehog The new friends? best friends who both おたく (animanga fans), ふだんし (the rotten boys), friends & cousins are equally ふじょし (the rotten girl) &finally able to watch anime or read ヤオイ manga genre together ƪ(ˇ▼ˇ)┐ ƪ(ˇ▼ˇ)ʃ ┌(ˇ▼ˇ)ʃ

New feeling? There is, lately I hated people because of her uncomfortable with my words through twitter, because of my words over and over again, saying bluntly, or too intrusive in their eyes. Then they block the mine. it made me sick, get even also with his block of this following, but I'm not a person like that! I am an introverted, every time what I said would have hurt others, none of whom believe what I say, when it became a reality, friends who hurt my feelings! it makes me hurt!!! (►_◄) The term 'you blocked me = you hate me' that would be you hurt my feelings. And the term 'i follow you you follow me = care' evidence that I'm friends with you. if anyone is blocking my account, it was the same I think that 'a friend is like a pain to me'. I am so fucked UP!!! ┌∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩┐
でも　よかった (˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩ƪ)、 there can still trust me, understand how I feel, gave me the spirit, there can be chatting with me ( ˘з˘ )_/('~'), and Don't think I was the FRONTALISM and SPAMMER for you!!! (ﾉ `Д´)ﾉ ~┻━┻

I'm 18

Alice Cooper - I'm 18



Lines form on my face and hands
Lines form from the ups and downs
I'm in the middle without any plans
I'm a boy and I'm a man

I'm eighteen
and I don't know what I want
Eighteen
I just don't know what I want
Eighteen
I gotta get away
I've gotta get out of this place
I'll go runnin in outer space
Oh yeah

I got a
baby's brain and an old man's heart
Took eighteen years to get this far
Don't always know what I'm talkin' about
Feels like I'm livin in the middle of doubt
Cause I'm

Eighteen
I get confused every day
Eighteen
I just don't know what to say
Eighteen
I gotta get away

Lines form on my face and my hands
Lines form on the left and right
I'm in the middle
the middle of life
I'm a boy and I'm a man
I'm eighteen and I LIKE IT
Yes I like it
Oh I like it
Love it
Like it
Love it
Eighteen!
Eighteen!
Eighteen!
Eighteen and I LIKE IT

sengaja aku posting lirik & video oleh Alice Cooper ini krn aku berumur 18 tahun ♫ ♫ ♫ ★★★★★ ( ˘ з˘ )♬♪

The Damn Memories in SHS

Finally... Thanks God.... This is My Precious Gift.....

alhamdulillahirobbil alamin...akhirnya....
inilah hadiah ultahku yg kutunggu selama ini

diterima di sastra jepang UNDIP melalui ujian tertulis

ya, sudah lama aku mengharapkan ini
walaupun ini pilihan kedua
aku terus berdoa dan berusaha
setelah aku gagal dalam mengikuti PMDK
lalu aku mengikuti jalur ujian...
soal2 yg kukerjakan sulit sekali dr yg kubayangkan...
ada beberapa yg tak dpt kukerjakan....
namun, aku bisa mengerjakan banyak soal...
akhirnya, atas doa dan restu dr ortu
dan mereka mati2an mendukungku...
Tuhan telah berhasil menentukan nasibku
meskipun aku sudah mencoba menangis dan memohon...


Tuhan, terima kasih...
aku bersyukur atas rahmat dan hidayah-Mu
bapak, ibu, dan kakak-kakakku...
terima kasih telah mendoakanku...
aku pasti.....akan berusaha lebih giat lagi...


amin, amin, ya robbal alamin....


Thank You, God.... for blessing to me.... this is my precious gift....

Finally, I am accepted in my favorite college.... TT___TTd

I Hate My Birthday part 2

SNMPTN EXAMINATION

hah, udah ikut jalur undangan, malah gak diterima TT__________TT
sebenernya buat apa aku ngepost 2 topik yg akhirnya gak ada gunanya bagiku?
klo diterima di jalur undangan bagaikan dapat lotere trus menang
ternyata pake sertifikat ya? huuu......sertifikatku belom sempet kuambil.........gak sempet ke kampus......
aku kecewa kecewa kecewa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jadinya aku mengikuti jalur tertulis, kudu belajar pula
huhuhu..... otakku jadi kosong melompong selama sebulan gak mikir pelajaran........malah keasikan hiburan...
akhirnya gak ada semangat belajar bagiku buat selasa depan.... 

APA? i...ini tinggal seminggu lagi tesnya?
haduh gawat, klo matematika dasar, siapa yg bisa kuandalkan?????????
masak pake joki? teknik curang apa lg tuh?
pikiranku kacau balau, otakku jd menciut, kusut pula
klo salah, dikurangi -1, klo betul ditambah 4.... klo kosong dpt 0......
duh kali ini bukan main2 deh! ini persaingannya ketat banget! nasional pula!

hmmmhhh..... mending aku pasrah aja......
klo aku mengerjakan ini, bikin aku jd mati kutu! gak bisa berkutik! kutanya temen2 yg ikut tertulis aja malah beda ruangan! yah semoga saja soalnya sama...
hehehe.... pas daftar, aku bingung pilih jurusan mana....
tanpa sepengetahuan ibuku, pilihan 1 di undip sastra inggris, pilihan 2 sastra jepang di undip juga....
tiba2 aja ibuku tanya apa alasanku memilih sastra inggris? alasannya sih aku pengen bgt memperdalam bhs inggris walaupun susah, akhir2 ini dpt nilai jeblok, skor TOEFL dpt 413, sama skor TOEIC dpt 400 pas... tp passing gradenya tinggi: 31,33 (mungkin lho)
klo sastra jepang jd pilihan 2? alasannya? klo aku gak diterima di pilihan 1, maka pilihan 2 jd alternatif... passing gradenya rendah: 22,50 (itu sih perkiraan) katanya baru dibuka tahun lalu.

H I A T U S !!!

3 weeks again I will doing to National Examination
  

I need time to think about exams until completion
after the examination, just free to do any kind of

I guess need 3 weeks to stop the blogging, playing, reading an unimportant book

there are many lessons that are difficult understand 


I'll be back for browsing & blogging after the exam later

SNMPTN Jalur Undangan

akhir2 ini aku begitu bersemangat krn mengikuti

SNMPTN JALUR UNDANGAN
  

seriously, aku merasa bersyukur bgt krn dpt kesempatan ini, mirip PMDK krn berdasarkan peringkat

ternyata... selama masih duduk di bangku SMA ini selalu dpt peringkat (bkn berarti menyombongkan sih... saya 'kan sebenernya gk bs apa2... tiba2 kok jadi beruntung gini ya?) *akhirnya ngaku juga, pake aji mumpung*

aku gk menyesal msk SMA 9 krn dr awal udh mjd pilihan walaupun menyesal krn salah  masuk jurusan *ya tp gk apa2 deh kan seneng bisa msk SMA negeri, dpt rangking terus, jd gk nyesel kan?*

pendaftaran & pengisian formulir jalur undangan paling lambat BESOK SABTU sblm daftar, finalisasi kelas dulu siapa aja yg berminat asalkan termasuk 16 besar dr kelas, bayar dulu ke Bank Mandiri: bisa lewat ATM, Teller, Internet Banking, dll... dengan menunjukkan PIN dan nomor pendaftaran (klo udh tau ya udh)

fyuh.... untung aku udh login langsung tanpa bayar *ya iyalah ikut bidik misi*, ngisi formulir lwat online, upload foto 4 x 6, pilih 2 PT, 3 jurusan (klo aku sih cuma  pilih 1 PT ama 1 jurusan, takut klo milih 2 tp 1 jurusan yg disukai gk diterima, jdnya pengen nangis deh hiks.... trus milih 1 PT krn itu udh keputusanku sendiri dan ortu hihihihi...XD) 

khusus yg ikut bidik misi bagi yg benar2 TIDAK MAMPU, berkas2 yg sesuai dgn syarat yg sengaja kuposting bulan lalu dikumpulkan tanggal 31 Mei atau 1 Juni 2011 (bertepatan dgn ujian SNMPTN tertulis) di masing2 PT yg kita telah diterima....

semoga aku bisa diterima di sastra jepang di undip... itu udh keputusanku dan keinginanku... sblm itu lulus Ujian Nasional dulu deh... amin *worship*      

Bidik Misi 2011

akhir2 ini gk sempet blogging krn:

1. daftar snmptn jalur undangan, lom mencapai final
2. ngurusi berkas2 buat bidik misi
3. ujian praktek
4. TO lg
5. ngurusi bazar buat pensi

nah, daripada posting gak penting, mending posting persyaratan ikut bidik misi,

berikut persyaratannya, harap dicatat:

1.  scan formulir pendaftaran, pasfoto 3 x 4 3 lembar
2. fotokopi kartu pelajar, kartu keluarga, rekening listrik bulan terakhir atau bukti pembayaran PBB
3. surat keterangan peringkat kelas dan bukti pendukung perstasi lain di bidang akademik
4. fotokopi dan legalisir rapot dari kls X s/d XII
5. surat keterangan penghasilan ortu atau surat keterangan tidak mampu yg dpt dibuktikan kebenarannya 

     info lebih lanjut klik disini

Resolution 2011

won't feel the new year and I have the agenda for next year ...

this is it resolution 2011

1. I wish I could go PMDK ...
2. pass the national exams with good grades
3. entered and accepted in the Japanese literature faculty Undip
4. clear, I could my parents happy

well, just much for its resolution

 

if not successful? do not let ... later all so messy its resolution

My Memories at the Age of Seventeen Years part 1

not felt already half a year I was 17 years old
many good memories, sweet, and bitter that all this happened to me ..
I make two parts, the second half more years to wait ...
 

My bitter memories are ...
 

1. I was dragged into the sea, but I can not swim, and my clothes wet all do not have a change of clothes on the beach Baron, Yogyakarta
2. My phone does get wet sea, it can not work anymore
3. value under complete mid semester there were five ...
4. My ranking dropped dramatically so nine ...
5. I was hostile to my friend for three months ...
6. I lost the competition in a write kanji...

 

My memories are sweet and beautiful ..

1. became champion two English debate contest between the classes and to money
2. advanced reading poetry in the context of the artwork four language
3. treated the same teacher twice
4. get a branded handphone Nexian workshop last month when the event ... complete feature indeed! means I do not need to buy a phone again ...
5. got a shirt from IPIEMS ... and it seems I will follow PMDK ...

one more, this year I will force the National Examination 100% PASS
we pray for success, yes ...
and I will move on to college ...
in Japanese literature Diponegoro University!!!! This year seems just opened and I will be the first year!!!

Jai Ho

 

 Songwriters: Bogart, Evan Kidd; Dean, E; Fair, R; Nama, Gulzar; Nuri, E; Quinones, D; Rahman, A R; Scherzinger, Nicole; Shah, G; Shah, Tanvi; Thorbourne, C; Thorbourne, N;

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho

I got shivers
When you touch of a (?)
I’ll make you hot, Get what you got,
I’ll make you wanna say
(Jai Ho, Jai Ho)

I got fever, running like a fire
For you I will go all the way
I wanna take you higher
(Jai Ho)

I keep it steady steady, that’s how I do it
This beat is heavy, so heavy you gonna feel it.

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
(Jai Oh) Oh-oh-oh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho!

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho!

Escape (escape) away (away),
I’ll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me
I’ll never lose my chance
(Jai Ho)

Mmmhh yeaahhhh .. hhmm yeaaaha

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins
There’s an ocean in my heart
I will never be the same
(Jai Ho)

Just keep it burnin’, yeah baby, just keep it comin’ (Jai Ho)
You’re gonna find out baby, I’m one in a million

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever
I will follow
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

(Jai Ho)
Hmmm yaeaaaaahhh
(repeat 2x)

I need you, gonna make it
I’m ready, so take it

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (I breathe)
You are the reason that I still believe (still believe)
You are my destiny (destiny)
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-ooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (can stop us)
Nothing can ever come between us
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Jai Ho!
Bai-la bai-la!
Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho! Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho

salah satu lagu fave-ku juga nih.. dari Pussycat Dolls 

bikin semangat aja...
sebenernya lagu ini dr India oleh Slumdog Millionaire 

entah knp aku demen ma dance ginian

yg jelas, enak didengar deh...

bisa download disini^^ 

 
 

Viva La Vida / Death and All His Friends

 

Songwriters: Berryman, Guy Rupert; Buckland, Jonathan Mark; Champion, Will; Martin, Christopher A J

 I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own


I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
Now the old king is dead, long live the king!


One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand


I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world


It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become


Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string (Ooooh)
Ah, who would ever want to be king?


I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world


Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh
(repeat with chorus)


I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooooh Oooooooh Oooooooh 

salah satu lagu fave-ku dr Coldplay... 

akhir2 ini aku demen ma lagu ini

terkesan menyentuh & semangatku jd bangkit selama msh UAS sih...

kukira lagu tema bola, ternyata...

kayak matinya raja gitu...

tp yg jelas, lagunya enak didenger gitu...
bisa download disini^^   

Seventeen

Slow Down...

lagi2 judulnya gak nyambung...

abaikan lg...

akhir2 ini kenapa aku merasa down bgt...

apakah faktornya....

What the...

sorry klo judulnya gak nyambung jadi abaikan aja
akhir2 ini stresku tambah kumat lagi...
otak bukannya tambah seger malah tambah kusut...
oke... aku sengaja potong cerita ini...
soalnya aku malu klo baca sendiri....
oke (again), masalahnya...

Friendship starts again

3 Agustus 2010

kita bertengkar hanya masalah sepele aja

selama 3 bulan

kita tak saling bicara,

saling bermusuhan,

saling menggunjing,

benci-membenci tak ada habisnya...

3 November 2010

hari ini dimana kita berbaikan...

kita tak saling benci lg...

kini kita saling membutuhkan...

selalu bersama lg....
kau memaafkanku hanya lewat pesan singkat...
tp aku senang...

hanya aja...

kau masih aja memanfaatkan aku...

tp aku tak peduli

kau tetap temanku...

selamanya...

You & Me... forever^^

 

Artwork Four Languages

selama 2 minggu aku hiatus, krn sibuk latihan baca puisi buat acara Bulan Bahasa yg diadakan kemarin di skul, stlh acara, lusanya UTS... otakku jadi kusut gegara mikir, kebanyakan belajar, pengennya belajar tp kok hawanya males... daripada males2an, mending blogging ttg acara kemarin... sebelum cerita acara yg kemarin, baru2 ini aku: