Reflection

I realize all this ...  

Maybe I'm destined like this ...  

The period of my life gone all  

Trust me missing

I have many shortcomings

which I had not expected anymore  

Or need more ...  

Like a disposable piece of paper that directly discharged  

I shunned friend  

Many who grudge me  

What have I done?  

What's the point of me?  

I have said a thousand sorry for you but you do not want to forgive me

It means you're hurting my feelings  

But I sincerely ...  

Sincerely hated, the gossip, or reviled by everyone ...  

Heartrending pain ...  

Sometime later my heart so dead ...  

Heart of the dead because of resentment or jealousy that made an impression  

After my heart is dead, I felt ...

I feel like dying fast ... 

I feel my burden to multiply ...  

Reams my sins ...  

I want to change ... 

I want to get rid of all my past this ...

Throw away all the bad in me ...  

Which has destroyed me ...